CW: This post might be kind of negative.
I don't remember much of today.
I streamed some, but not for long. Michael and I rode around in the car for a bit, and for maybe 20 minutes, I thought maybe I'd be able to write some lyrics, but that fell through, too. Now I'm just sitting here feeling lethargic, uncertain of what I have the energy and willpower to do at this point.
It's 9:21PM. There isn't much time left in the day. I can't keep letting every day end like this.
I brought up the idea of going on a road trip to Michael. It'd be nice to go somewhere before it gets cold if possible. I think it would help inspire me creatively. They also seemed to like the idea and said it's probably doable, so maybe that's something I can look forward to.
I don't remember much of today.
I streamed some, but not for long. Michael and I rode around in the car for a bit, and for maybe 20 minutes, I thought maybe I'd be able to write some lyrics, but that fell through, too. Now I'm just sitting here feeling lethargic, uncertain of what I have the energy and willpower to do at this point.
It's 9:21PM. There isn't much time left in the day. I can't keep letting every day end like this.
I brought up the idea of going on a road trip to Michael. It'd be nice to go somewhere before it gets cold if possible. I think it would help inspire me creatively. They also seemed to like the idea and said it's probably doable, so maybe that's something I can look forward to.