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The more I explore and piece together Tristan's Zenless Zone Zero story, the more I realize how SAD this kinda is, like:

➤ His dad got sick and passed away after a mission in the Hollow gone wrong
➤ His mom died fighting in the fall of the Old Capital a few months later
➤ His best friend has an incurable disease where the oldest known age that someone has lived to that had it is 26...and his best friend is 23 😅

I think things like this really get into some of his issues b/c he feels like he's surrounded by death and it's one of the things that make it hard for him to get closer to other people in general b/c he silently gets so anxious about them dying, which causes him to secretly/not so secretly worry over the people he cares about. (Despite his best efforts to not get to close to anyone, he can't help but want to connect with other people b/c he's a social butterfly who loves yapping as much as he loves boba tea.)

I would say Tristan's an ambivert in that regard; he loves hanging out with his favorite people, but he also really values his alone time to recharge and decompress. The only two people that have been able to be included on his alone time thus far is Harumasa and eventually Wise b/c of course they do c'mon now ✨SPECIAL PRIVILEGES✨

IDK I just felt like talking about him a little bit kthxforreadingkeepscrolling xD

It's Nice To Hope Again

Nov. 5th, 2025 11:04 am
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It's been quite the week. As I sit here typing, drinking my coffee, I'm basking in the warm afterglow of the hoped for but somewhat unexpected. Zohran Mamdani, the Democratic Socialist candidate for Mayor of New York, has won and I could not be happier. I won't lie, I was (metaphorically) biting my nails most of yesterday evening while watching Star Trek to distract me, but as the results came in from the elections in Virginia and New Jersey, I began to unclench. Then the first tranche of results from Early Voting dropped with Zohran in a commanding lead I could finally breathe. I stepped out after the election was called to get some celebratory ice cream for my spouse and myself, and as I walked to the store, I looked up at the bright full Super Moon and smiled at her.

While I didn't watch the coverage live, I saw the posts and clips of Zohran's victory speech, and the very fact that he even mentioned the transgender community was enough to choke me up a bit. (In fairness, yesterday was also Shot Day.) Just to have an elected politician mention my community and choose to include us in the struggle rather than keep us at arms length like so many establishment Democrats — or, like so many others, to push us away in disgust —was a breath of fresh air. He sees us, listened to us, and will defend us. It's a shame how rare it is to feel that way about a politician these days.

Now I get to bask in the glow of victory and relief for fifty-six days plus how ever long it takes for him to fuck up and make me mad. Because he will fuck up. As I'd posted on a Reddit (dont @ me) thread about the election, I'm hopeful he'll accomplish some of his goals. I don't care if he fulfills every promise he made int he campaign. I care only that he tries.

So.

The night before Halloween, I did myself up in witchiest, and went out with my girlfriend to Body Hack, the big local trans party, and had a lovely time. And by lovely, I mean I made out with three girls and got contact info. Just need to make plans. Halloween night, I relaxed and stayed in with my vape pen, the candy that didn't get taken by the kids in the building, and watched Queen of the Damned (2002). It's easily one of the goofiest, campiest, over the top goth films I've watched, and while it fails as a sequel to Interview with the Vampire in the most important of ways (not nearly gay enough), it was still a delight. Seventeen year old Nora missed out, because I guarantee I would have had my Nu-Metal Phase a good twenty-three years sooner. I'm also 1000% here for Emo Twink Lestat and I would absolutely let Vampire Aaliyah rip my heart out of my chest.

Sadly, I spent a chunk of the weekend upset for reasons I'd rather not go into and then sick.

And as for how the day before the election went? I'm putting that behind a cut. )

Aside from that, I had a frustratingly sleepless night that I at least used somewhat productively. I started a new essay on identity, anonymity / pseudonymity, the ability to redefine yourself in the Internet age, and how that seems to be going away fast. It probably won't be as long as "Synthetic Ghosts" but I'm off to a good start.

The other upshot of the insomnia was that I was awake to see the breaking news that Dick Cheney had died. Tuesday began as well as it ended. Can't ask for more than that.

hello!

Nov. 5th, 2025 03:36 pm
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What I go by: Ren (they/them)


Bit About Me: 
Nonbinary, bisexual, old (okay, over 40), parent, writer, admin worker and disabled, living in Wales.


Where else I can be found online: so many places lol


What I post about: 
Art, writing, fanfic, mostly my life in general - my kids, my health, my hobbies


Hobbies & Interests: I like to write, to draw, archery, colouring, gaming (I have a swtich and a PS5), fanfiction. This is one of the few places, as well as pillowfort, where my fandom side and my actual life intersect.


Fandoms/characters/ships if fannish: I like Stargate, Star Trek, Rizzoli & Isles, Dr Who, Castle, NCIS, Bones, MCU, Dragon Age. I dabble a lot and hope around a lot - I mostly write in whatever I'm watching at the time. I prefer femslash, I dislike m/m. 


Other things I want you to know about me: I have two kids, both girls, one is a cancer survivor and had a liver transplant. I've been married for 13 years to my American wife.


What I'm looking for in friends/blogs to follow: Anyone who still loves Stargate as much as me, but anyone who's into the same stuff as me, or happens to be a geeky parent.


🤍

Nov. 5th, 2025 04:02 pm
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Nov. 4th, 2025 05:32 pm
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So, I recently found a bunch of old oneshots from 2015-2018 that I never got around to editing and posting. Most of it was some flavor of DCMK or Wakfu, which was unsurprising given that time era. When I have the bandwidth, maybe I should clean up the oneshots and post them.

That is after I finish my current crop of things that need editing lol

Reload diaries: April ~ June

Nov. 4th, 2025 06:46 pm
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The summer uniform has new animations? :o


Let's start with the weekly P3R wraps-ups I promised!
And this time, with images and videos! Not too many (and I was too lazy to resize) as PS5 suuuuucks at taking screenshots, why is it so slow!?

Actually, I think I should do these more often because I forget what I do... I should anonate my thoughts as I play somewhere...
Well, a bit is better than nothing :p


During this week, I did my best to speedrun-ish until July. I find P3 suuuuuper boring until Aigis shows up so I really want to reach Yakushima already....

Read more... )

TEKKEN-Style Mirror Match w/My Brain

Nov. 4th, 2025 08:54 am
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As context, I've been doing the PilloWriMo writing challenge over on Pillowfort, and I'm certain this event is gonna take me through some Emotions™ and Realizations™. EXHIBIT A:

Slowly but surely became annoyed with my brain b/c last night I went through all my WIPs to see what would be feasible to work on and tidy up for PilloWriMo and DO Y'ALL KNOW that with the exception of ONE WIP, all the other ones were close to done and just needed some editing/fine tuning????

Like at this point I am going to fight my brain fucking TEKKEN-style b/c WHAT DO YOU MEAN I PSYCHED MYSELF OUT OF DOING SOMETHING I LOVE B/C I THOUGHT I DIDN'T HAVE THE SKILL LEVEL TO MAKE THE WORDS SOUND PRETTY?????

So anyways YEAH, I'll probably have more time to work on my longfic than I thought b/c my brain was being dumb, but it'll be good to talk through the progress, I suppose, so there's that! 😅

Today I watched: The Last Jedi

Nov. 4th, 2025 01:00 pm
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Star Wars The Last Jedi poster. What it says on the tin.

You know you're in a bad headspace when you find yourself wanting to have opinions on Star Wars again. Since I happen to have reached that point, I decided, on a whim, to actually watch this movie for the first time; because surprisingly enough I've never actually touched it since it came out! I watched The Rise of Skywalker once it hit theatres without having watched its prequel, if you can imagine. I also happened to watch this movie on its own without either watching the aforementioned or even The Force Awakens, so all I'm about to say is resting a bit shakily on my fuzzy memory of what happens both within the Sequel Trilogy, and the Star Wars movie canon as a whole.

My only impression of this movie going in was the memory of the fandom tearing itself apart over it, so I had the low expectations that anticipated a lot of genuinely left-field, poorly-considered, outrageous writing that would have me wondering in hindsight how anyone could direct such a movie and get away with it. Things on the same level as "Somehow, Palpatine returned. And Rey happens to be his granddaughter" you know? So I was both surprised and unsurprised to find out that the movie was... fine! Surprised because TROS left my sequel trilogy expectations in the gutter, unsurprised because I should probably be used to the fact that Star Wars fans like to bitch and whine about anything and everything.

Obviously, the movie isn't high cinema. It has the Disney/Marvel prints all over it, especially when it comes to the excess of quippy humour, and it's very much a sequel to a multi-million dollar media IP that lives on how much the fanbase is willing to pay for the next one. But it nonetheless had a lot of compelling elements strung together during its runtime, delivered some very engaging stretches of action and tension, and definitely left me with a lot to chew on after it was over.

I think this movie was consistently at its strongest when it focused on the Resistance. There's already a powerful draw, here, with the rebels' anxiety from being on the losing end of attrition warfare -- they're out of ships, their numbers are going down drastically, and the First Order has them surrounded -- which makes a lot of what's going on among the characters within feel more vivid and urgent. The emphasis from the stress of being backed into a corner made the characters' competing ideas on how to save themselves and/or find victory all the more engaging. I'd seen criticism of Poe Dameron's more reckless, trigger-happy characterization in the movie, and maybe if I gave TFA a rewatch I might feel similarly; as of now, however, I honestly feel very sympathetic to his desperation, to his response to dwindling hope being to try and take as big of a chunk out of the opposing side as he can. I also enjoyed his foils in both Leia and Holdo, who both respect his enthusiasm because of their own dedication to the cause, but who are more focused on the Resistance living to fight another day. Some decent character work going on!

Even better was how the story took the time to expand and diversify the stakes of fighting this war. I found Rose Tico to be an incredibly welcome and refreshing character: through her we get to feel that it isn't simply about survival or victory, but about lasting safety and justice within their worlds. The war is funded and persists through the oppression and exploitation of unlucky people like her, who happened to live on resource-abundant worlds that would be used to line pockets and build weapons. It's not especially radical, obviously, since this is Star Wars we're talking about, but it was still nice to see a more tangible consequence to the First Order's evil beyond their vaguely Nazi-ish imagery and impressive capacity to blow up planets: we get a lot more of the social and personal, here.

The less good parts, I have to admit, were all the moments relevant to the Force, the Jedi, the Skywalker-legacy-- which I realize is funny of me to say, seeing as that that storyline is the franchise's bread and butter! And this is definitely an incredibly subjective opinion, but I do kind of get bored of the sort of... moral spiritualism that comes around whenever the characters start talking anything Force-related. Maybe I'm too much of a sober atheist for that sort of thing. It's not even that appealing to me philosophically, either, because there's just way too much to unpack from the notion of a binary between "light" and "dark" space magic that doesn't agree with my brain.

Doesn't help that all that is also attached to Kylo Ren, who is pretty boring to me as far as villains go. He's uncharismatic, he's too whiny for me to forgive, and I am not compelled by his backstory when put in contrast to the much more pressing stakes facing the characters involved in the Resistance, and the whole intrigue of him is the same Skywalker family drama that I'm just bored of. It's sad that they ended up roping Rey into it all, too, because I really want to like her, but nothing about her really sticks.

The whole throughline of letting the past die would've been compelling if I didn't live in a world where The Rise of Skywalker exists, so every time they brought it up I couldn't help but feel both disappointed and amused because I knew they absolutely were never going to follow through with any of that, lmfao. Which is a shame, because it was by far the most interesting parts of every time I had to suffer through Force mumbo jumbo. My ear perked when Luke said that the Jedi don't have a monopoly on the Force, and I leaned closer to my screen when ghost Yoda burned the old texts, but again: nothing happening with any of that.

Oh, right, and Snoke was in this movie. I was going to mention him alongside Kylo but forgot, which goes to show how little presence he had as a villain. Dollar store Palpatine. If he had even slightly more of an interesting relationship with Kylo, it might have saved the guy ('s writing).

All-in-all, this movie was a fun distraction from the Bad Brain Stuff that's been going on with me as of late, so I enjoyed it especially for that. It also got me interested in rewatching the Original Trilogy, because I'd like to experience it again with fresh eyes, and with more of a Leia-focus: I got interested in her successive responsibilities as leader of a rebellion against a fascist empire, and would like to build a better mental profile of her character. I also finally want to watch both Rogue One and Andor, because I hear those SW properties tend to focus on the elements of this series that I'm most interested in nowadays.

The Monday Yap: 11/3/25

Nov. 3rd, 2025 09:57 am
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Song on repeat: The Night Belongs To You Mashup (Arcadia Edition mixed by pixlate) - Sleep Token (b/c what do you mean someone made a mashup of all the Sleep Token songs that can make me cry on command ESCUSE ME I AM IN PERIL)

Quote on repeat: "And suddenly it's December, and you're not 17 anymore, and you haven't been 17 in a long time." - Margaux Poetry

All that aside:
Read more... )

Happy November!! 🍂

Nov. 2nd, 2025 03:57 pm
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After reading Ellipsus’ latest blog post, I’ve decided I’m gonna give this writing thing another shot and try to finish my chaptered WIP. At this point I don’t even care if I’m the only one that reads it, I just wanna see it done b/c it’s haunted me for long enough. xD

Fingers crossed. 🤞❤️

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Nov. 2nd, 2025 03:15 pm
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I finally bit the bullet and moved my ass over to linux. The installation wasn't too bad, just nerve-wracking because this is my first time installing an unfamiliar OS.

I'll probably have a long list of things I need to set up so I can feel more comfortable in the new system and fuck around with wine to make a couple of apps work

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Nov. 2nd, 2025 09:28 pm
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long time no see
job contract ended, so now i have energy and time to draw again (until hopefully not too long, i need another job....)

It's November!!

Nov. 2nd, 2025 11:37 am
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I have nothing much to say or share at the moment, mostly because I had a pretty shitty week dealing with some incredibly embarrassing and yet persistent anxiety, and this Sunday my body is trying to recover from all that. Really evil how stress has physical effects.

Anyways, since it's the beginning of November, an inconsistently-held tradition of mine is to share this song wherever I can. Hoping the month brings good things! It's surprisingly sunny today.




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I worked on Angstober all through the last month, and somehow, I managed to do all 31 days of it!

I'm pretty amazed at myself, really. I only expected to do a scattered handful of prompts, and while I'd given myself a vague goal of "do as many as I can", I did not think going in that I'd write for all 31 prompts -- but then I got more ideas and filled in more and more on my planning sheet, and it ultimately did end up being all of them. ^^;

Out of those 31 fics, 11 are for The Hundred Line (which I knew I'd write a decent amount for, as it's my current big love and I'd been wanting an excuse to start writing for it for a while; those fics were also generally the ones I most enjoyed working on), 8 are for Revolutionary Girl Utena, and the rest are for assorted other fandoms, including a decent handful I've never posted fics for before. I gotta say, I enjoyed branching out a little more than I normally do!

On the other hand, I do think this'll be the last time I ever do a challenge like this for an entire month straight. Writing fics to be posted on 31 consecutive days was pretty tiring for me, and it felt like it took over my life quite a bit during that time. Still, I'm impressed at myself for keeping my writing muse up for this long, because it was definitely for longer than I'm usually able to keep it up for!

My fanfic writing plans from here )

My fics are all on AO3 here or on Dreamwidth at [community profile] flybycontact, if anyone wants to see them.
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Name: Marianne is my real first name.

Age:

41

I mostly post about:

Sometimes I vent when I need to about whatever it is in my life that weighs me down or stresses me too much. Or if I have a strong opinion or thoughts on something that lingers.

Other times I write out songs that either help spread awareness to others about real-world issues that should be addressed, or just me expressing my thoughts about things I strongly think are so crazy-backwards and self-destructive things. (AKA, Liberty-Minded Tunes.)

I also have been writing a lot of songs centered around fictional characters. My main 4 are psychological horror/cosmic horror themed baddies. A few others are like comfort and supportive friends of mine--two OCs and my own silly and too cute interpretation of the Nintendo character, Kirby!

My hobbies are:

Other than music making and writing, I enjoy anime and manga. I like animated films and have a list of favorite movies, some I still have on DVD (woooo). And if in the mood, I do some gaming! I've mostly been playing either the digital version of the wonderful bird card game known as Wingspan, or play some rounds in a really interesting, quirky, and very diversely strategic PVP card game that is called Cards, the Universe, and Everything! ...Oh, and just recently, my mom and I have been going back to playing card and board games with our gaming group now that she has a car again!

My fandoms are:

Most currently... The original series of Avatar: The Last Airbender. (I still have all the episodes on DVD and don't have to replace it after all, YAAAAAY! Zuko, Iroh, Sokka, and Toph are among my most favorite characters.) One by one, I have been reading through The Promised Neverland manga. (I've been mostly drawn towards the character Norman.) And four of my music muses are AUs of characters from the old cult classic GameCube survival/psychological horror game known as Eternal Darkness: Sanity's Requiem. I am a diehard fan of that game, and I still sometimes miss playing it!

I'm looking to:

I would love to connect with kindred spirits! I yearn to write creatively with others, with the small group of characters of mine. (Story writing or RP writing, or just coming up with song lyrics together--that'd be fun!) I have been riding on this creative momentum that's been uplifting and exciting for me. Let's have a grand time. Let's brainstorm! Let's experiment! My own ideas tend to be very big and crazy at times, just FYI. ^^

My posting schedule tends to be: Kinda sporadic, depending on my creative drive is going! I have been using this blog of mine over something like Google Docs to store my lyrics and song style prompts--so I don't use up too much space on my Google Drive.

When I add people, my dealbreakers are:

Any form of toxicity, people coming to me asking for money or trying to scam me, people coming around and spreading negativity instead of constructive criticism if something of mine doesn't sound good to them.

Before adding me, you should know: DISCLAIMER: I am a really honest person. I can even be brutally honest. I don't usually sugarcoat things, and I have a critical thinking mind. And when it comes to the crazy backwards realm of politics, I'm neither pro-left or pro-right. I have been the observer outside that paradigm for years now. And some of my songs and/or entries may actually provoke you to want to pause, and think for yourself on the topic.

November Monthly Post

Nov. 1st, 2025 02:11 pm
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What are your planned crowdfunding projects for November? What did you accomplish during October?

The November [community profile] crowdfunding Creative Jam will run Saturday 15-Sunday 16 with a theme of "Love and Sacrifice."

November Monthly Post

Nov. 1st, 2025 03:09 am
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This is the November community post for [community profile] tfc_musicianships. What concerts or other events have you attended? Which musical instruments have you played? What songs have you been listening to? What musical industry news have you heard? What were your other musical activities during October? What plans do you have for November?


October anchor posts include:

only the dead

Just Create - Lobster Edition

Oct. 31st, 2025 09:22 pm
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What are you working on? What have you finished? What do you need encouragement on?
 
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Chores and other not-fun things count!
 
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